Sometimes I sit at home and wonder how it'd be If he had loved me Truly loved me yes I learned a while ago that kind of thing Never happens for me And so I go around And just pretend Loving life for me I play the circus clown around my friends Make them laugh and they won't see That you never let them see you sweat Dont want them to think the pain runs deep Lord knows it's killing me
So I put on my make-up Put a smile on my face And if anyone asks me Everything is okay Im laughing cause no one Knows the joke is on me Cause Im dying inside With my pride and a smile On my face On my face
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Sometimes I sit at home By the phone hoping he might call me But he don't call me But then I realize Dreams come true aren't for girls like me Not like me And so I go around with my head up Like it ain't no thing And when the boys around with all my friends Im into other things Because you never let them see you sweat Dont want them to think the pain runs deep Lord knows it's killing me
So I put on my make-up Put a smile on my face And if anyone asks me Everything is okay Im laughing cause no one Knows the joke is on me Cause Im dying inside With my pride and a smile On my face On my face
Its not an easy (thing) Sometimes its hard to (face the truth) Its not the life that I would choose (that I would choose) But what else can I do? If he dont love me If he dont want me Im not about to sit around Let myself go
So I put on my make-up Put a smile on my face And if anyone asks me Everything is okay Im laughing cause no one Knows the joke is on me Cause Im dying inside With my pride and a smile On my face On my face